Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Bizzaro Dream, part 1

Dreamt that I was on a flight to Iceland (country not supermarket) and didn't even feel the landing so I said to my best mate Dan "that was a good landing" and he tore into me over how it wasn't, the pilot had probably knackered the landing gear. Dan is a Avionics engineer in the RAF so I assume thats where that bit of the dream came from
Anyway, next bit of the dream I can remember is being in a log cabin having a kung fu style knife fight (not unsimilar to the one at the start of Kill Bill) with my 6 foot 4 female supervisor, a couple of chinese guys and a massive black man. I had started it and had a meat cleaver and they were all against me when the black guy switched sides and started to help me. BIZZARRE!!!
Earlier last night I was meant to be going to the cinema to see kill bill but didn't in the end so maybe that inspired the fight sequence, but I don't know where the rest came from. Best thing about it is that after I woke up this morning for about two hours I was still convinced that it had all happened!

Saturday, December 27, 2003

I'm not a sad single guy, I'm a Bachelor, and proud!

I just saw the world bachelor and realised thats what I am in a way. From now on I wont go around telling everyone "that bitch dumped me you know!", I'll tell them, I'm a bachelor now. It sounds so dignified even though they mean the same. The word single guy seem to conjure images of unshaven fat bloke sat on sofa stuffing his face in stained y-fronts whereas bachelor passes the image of shaved slick guy in tuxedo with a group of bond girls hanging on to every word.

Here's a Thought about me and Jaclyn

"when your trying as hard as you feel you can at a relationship and nothing is working, & there are no sacrifices left to make, the problem doesn't lie with you"

This is how I felt the six months before I split with my Ex-girlfriend but just couldn't end the relationship because I loved her too much and felt that a little bit of progress might have been only minutes away. Also even when you know the truth, if your under confident then you just can't bring yourself to act on it or believe it.

Hmm, I'll probably post about 10 posts a day until i get alot of the stuff from my journal onto here.